in the large scheme of things, it doesn't matter.
the only thing to do is to find the things that i find meaningful.
it really is ok if no one else thinks so.
because if we step back enough steps, and the view is long, long term enough, nothing that anyone is doing is meaningful.
and if something meaningful is just too hard to find, just find something to do that makes somebody else happier. then, i'll be slightly less worthless.
