is my current trajectory based on thinking that's too short term? too long term? too medium term?
what if i actually knew these things? i.e., how much i needed over the course of my future years? the magnitude of my ups and downs? the time of death? how would i plan things?
doesn't take much to make up some assumptions.
do i still drift through life and see what it brings me? or should i at least pretend that i have a plan (or two)?
or at the very least, contemplate how my short term goals conflict with my long term goals? and realize choices need to be made?
