is it already obvious to everyone, but since we can't do anything about it, we just revert to our usual lives? shouldn't some small things change, at the very least?
maybe the illusion is obvious only when i think about it. otherwise, i will simply forget. the illusion is too strong and too comfortable most of the time. and it is important to remember, since knowing it offers a bit more peace of mind than not knowing it.
which is why i still need to somehow draw up a map for myself, so i can remember the path through this mind mess i have been wading through.
