it was tough.
it's the fear of losing out, perhaps the opposite of buyer's remorse - if i walk away now a similar opportunity won't come up again. what if this company turns into the next big thing? what if i never get hired again, or won't find a job for months or more?
well...
um... well. no matter.
there are so many missed opportunities that never crossed my path anyway. time to think about what kinds of opportunities really matter, and to look for those instead.
and perhaps, find time to create opportunities for those that never had even one opportunity in the first place.
