maybe we are useless and worthless. for the million of reasons in the world. debt. sickness. loneliness. distrusted. dumped. unemployed. parasitic. depressed. fail.
just to get back on even keel, to the starting point, sometimes i don't even know if i can do that. let's not even begin to compare what i had achieved before. what my peers have achieved. what i thought i could achieve when i still had ideals, aspirations and goals.
how does one get out of this funk?
i think, the only tried and true way is to wait it out. lots of things to do in the interim, but in the end, i just gotta wait it out. and try not to do too many destructive things in the interim.
