always.
and it's about how much pain and boredom i can endure. and it's about getting started - to stick myself right into the pain and boredom. even though i know it will suck real bad. or in fact, particularly because i know it will suck real bad.
it's only worth doing because not everyone is willing to throw themselves into situations that will suck real bad. not probably, but definitely.
the trick is to think not about the pain, but something simple, like how nice it would feel after the pain.
that's all really - just when it's just simply too unbearable, forget everything else for a moment. just focus on the result to get kickstarted.
then, just let the pain run its usual course.
