what truly matters?
am i seeking the knowledge to find out what truly matters?
have i gone through my own vetting process, pushing my own arguments to the limits, to see if i can be convinced if these things matter? (and to stop myself from looping into an existential abyss)
so, am i doing something that matters?
practically speaking, is this sustainable at the moment?
if it's possibly not, what am i doing to improve its odds?
if i am doing something that matters, am i ensuring that my ego does not get in the way?