it was so hard to get to climb to those particular levels already - reclimbing them somehow seem to be all the more impossible, as if i have exhausted my motivation reserves already. it almost seems to be better to devote my energies towards something else.
perhaps, rather, i could be thankful i get to retrace my steps again. perhaps enjoy the scenery a bit more this time. aren't these levels neverending anyway? so why the rush?