staring blankly

i wonder, if i could one day tally up the amount of time i spend staring blankly at the screen.

i wonder, if this happens to other people who try to write something every day, or otherwise try to create things.

i wonder, what happens to the time that seems just to be wasted away, with nothing to show for.

maybe, it's a good time to realize the only thing remaining is the belief that something will eventually come.