the issue is that could never have lasted that long, and things do pile on. and soon enough, we're not talking "enough" time. any time is a luxury.
the challenge is to maintain calmness, focus, despite all these things that distract, bother, annoy, and they all happen naturally in fact.
or, to change my concept of personal time. it was never mine in fact, and perhaps, every minute is already personal if i'm still alive.
man it is tough.
